Let It Be

My sister and I

Mon, 12 Mar 2012 01:57:57 -0400

My sister and I

Me, Myself, and I

Mon, 12 Mar 2012 01:52:00 -0400

Me, Myself, and I

bitchhstop: love this movie!

Fri, 10 Feb 2012 18:25:10 -0500

bitchhstop:

love this movie!

I just really think I’m a little attractive :)

Thu, 26 Jan 2012 03:59:20 -0500

I just really think I’m a little attractive :)

I’ve been alive for almost 19 years and 6 months. I’ve made too many mistakes to count...

Sun, 01 Jan 2012 13:33:08 -0500

I’ve been alive for almost 19 years and 6 months. I’ve made too many mistakes to count but I’ve never regretted anything. Now I regret something.

The girl I’m in love with was “stuck”, soooooooo I pushed her. Into the arms of someone else. The worst part? I did it on purpose. I did everything I could think of to piss her off so she could hate me. Now I regret it.

The end.

Photo

Sat, 31 Dec 2011 19:56:49 -0500

I just want an answer to my question.

Wed, 28 Dec 2011 11:53:25 -0500

I just want an answer to my question.

Dear You, I’m weird, silly, sometimes immature, stupid, rude, inconsiderate, and often...

Sun, 18 Dec 2011 21:44:33 -0500

Dear You,

I’m weird, silly, sometimes immature, stupid, rude, inconsiderate, and often careless; I’m a jerk, a total asshole, and so much more. You know my ugliest side, and the worst things about me; things I’ve kept to myself for years. I mean, you know how hard I am with people, you know how hard it is for me to let someone is; I’m like a labryinth, and yet, you got close to me with relative ease. I’m ridiculously far from perfect, and yet somehow, you find it within you to continue to love me. Thats more than anyone has ever done for me. That makes my heart smile. Instead of seeing you and your love for me, I’ve been focused on playing the hurt and blame game with you. No apologies will be given, as they are irrelevant to you. My words say one thing, My actions - another. My poetry; You inspire. You give me reason beyond all things to hope for the better. As far as I’m concerned….you’re the one, or rather, I hope that you are. You’ve spent so long trying to look beyond my flaws, let me prove that it was worth the time you spent.

Sincerely,

"I was there for you felisha. When you needed a place to stay, I took you in. When you came home..."

Sat, 17 Dec 2011 17:52:48 -0500

“I was there for you felisha. When you needed a place to stay, I took you in. When you came home from college and needed a place to sleep. I made room for you. But when I needed you, you were gone off with your girlfriend. I had knee surgery and needed you. And I understand that you’re young and you don’t want to feel trapped at home because every morning you have to help me. But I needed you. Donnie and Tony couldn’t help take in and out of the bath everyday. Or to help me get myself upI needed you for that and you weren’t here. You messed up because you put what you wanted and what she wanted over what I needed. Now you’re here and you’re doing your best to do everything you can. I’m glad you realized your mistake.”

- My grandma

"Angina Pectoris probably brought on by stress and strenuous activities. I’m prescribing..."

Fri, 16 Dec 2011 14:42:29 -0500

““Angina Pectoris probably brought on by stress and strenuous activities. I’m prescribing nitroglycerin which should help ease the pain””

- Doc

I just lied. I don’t give a damn about the socks…. I’m excited to spend time...

Fri, 16 Dec 2011 01:00:18 -0500

I just lied.

I don’t give a damn about the socks….

I’m excited to spend time with you.

@CensorMyTweets: I wonder if she knows that idc about the shopping, the dinner, movies,...

Thu, 15 Dec 2011 19:32:30 -0500

@CensorMyTweets: I wonder if she knows that idc about the shopping, the dinner, movies, etc….. Friday is happening just because I wanna spend time with her Shared via TweetCaster

Don’t break my heart by coming back engaged.

Thu, 15 Dec 2011 12:18:29 -0500

Don’t break my heart by coming back engaged.

"It takes time to make money therefore time is money, yes that is true, But more relevant is the fact..."

Wed, 14 Dec 2011 02:11:02 -0500

““It takes time to make money therefore time is money, yes that is true, But more relevant is the fact that I would still spend it all on you. Heart beating outta my chest, nervous to tell it all, Truthfully I’m just afraid that you won’t catch me if I fall. I want it, so ima get it, forsaking my passive ways, I shoulda been more aggressive when we broke up that day. Time is of the essence, I’m trying to spend what I’m I have left with you, Damn girl, just tell me I’m doin right, I mean is anything I’m doing brand new…….””

- Excerpt from the Improv open mic night.

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Mon, 12 Dec 2011 22:56:45 -0500

Tell me a secret.

Sun, 11 Dec 2011 22:08:36 -0500

Secret # 1….

I’m supposed to relocate to London for my Job.

I wont be doing so because…..

Honestly..I want to stay here, so hopefully…

I can get back the girl that I am hopelessly in love with.

Crazy right?

DayDreaming

Sun, 11 Dec 2011 19:16:00 -0500

At times..i drift off only so that you and me can meet in my dreams.
Hold you in my arms and pretend you belong to me.
Then reality hits.
Im on some other ish.
I want what I cant have.
Always trying to touch, what I cant grab.
I want to kipnap you from my dreams and change this nightmare called reality.
Am I wrong for being a theif?
I want to steal your heart from the owner and make it mine
I want to take you from the arms your wrapped in, only to fill mine.
If I could
I would
but I cant, so I dont.
I just day dream
Me, You, Us, We, an item.
A pair.
Why do I it?
Because.
She is a beautiful mystery.
Intriguing eyes and sexy lips.
A radiant smile and she knows not what she does to me.
What little conversation we have and had is like …mental stimulation.
In this garden of life..she is forbidden fruit but I cannot fight the temptation.

These feelings are skin deep for we barely know each other and she belongs to another.
So I just day dream until these dreams becomes reality.
If it meant to happen it will be
But for now
Its just my imagination running…away with me

-Felisha DeeShun

The Wisest Words

Dear Nanyamkah Jarie Barkwell,

because of you….I was inspired to write this poem.

Therefore, because of you, it is getting published.

Thank you,

My next piece will be titled the wisest words tho

Sun, 11 Dec 2011 14:12:23 -0500

My next piece will be titled the wisest words tho

Heart to Heart

Sat, 10 Dec 2011 21:24:19 -0500

A not so long relationship, One person falling in love. You’re still my angel, Sent to me from above.

We laughed and had fun, Talked about how we felt. I realy didn’t want you to know, That conversing with you, made my heart melt. You were the best part of me, Whenever we talk, my heart wishes to connect, And as I sit there and listen, My heart says “she’s still perfect”.

A handful of text messages, Wishing your love was mine to command. Dreaming that we could once again be together, Hoping that you would understand.

I love you so much, Won’t you just please come home. My heart is missing you dearly, And is painfully alone.

-Felisha DeeShun The Wisest Words

Today has been a rather bad day. I miss my babygirl hopelessly. I’m hopelessly in love with...

Sat, 10 Dec 2011 18:05:52 -0500

Today has been a rather bad day.

I miss my babygirl hopelessly. I’m hopelessly in love with my babygirl. My family just doesn’t work. At all. And my heart feels like its trying to break out my chest.

365 days to go tho right?